[[NF Mansion last verse]] So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin' I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin' I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em I built it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore --- #lyrics