### notorious ##### Published: Friday, December 16th 2005 "When I die fuck it I want to go hell, cos I'm a piece of shit it ain't hard to fucking tell." "I know my Mother wish got got a fucking abortion." "I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit, load the Magnum put to my head and threaten to pull shit, and squeeze until the bed is completely red, I'm glad I'm dead, a fucking worthless buddha-head. The stress is building is up, I can't believe suicide is on my fucking mind. I want to leave, I swear to fucking God death is calling me. But no, you wouldn't understand.."