i am truly scared about the future. mostly about court and what will make of the charges from roundys. i'm not looking forward to what krystal will have to say about any of this and she might get fed up with the rawkus and leave you. what would you do then? what would you do with the rest of your life if the only thing that makes sense in it leaves. think about it as far away as you are from her if she pulled the rug up from underneath you you would have no fucking idea what to do with yourself. your a fucking lost cause without here. it was the higher powers bound together with pings of love. get a fucking grip. seriously, get a fucking grip.