i need to work soon. that falling out of the rhythm of society is starting to take place in every faset of my life. i'm running up sort on words, can't say things properly and i'm lost with thought. i've sat here hours in front of the web without a clue as to what i should do. i can't go out and sell myself i've burned so many bridges by simply ignoring them that i have no where else to turn but hte ktichen. sucks to say taht heather on that show put it into perspective for me. this is all i know, and this is all i can do. without this i'm nothing. so with that in mind we are focusing on the kitchen. its what you got in your rhythm already. nobody can tell you otherwise.