work was ok. first time working with jill again. she was very happy to see me when i walked in, and asked about everything throughout the evening. the jessica break-up is taking toll on everyone. but somehow we believe this is what jessica wants. some nifty word they have for that i'm sure, but for the sake of understanding we could call it 'mindfucking'. worked with [rich](http://browse.vanillatree.org/T&T Third Shift.png). he talked about wrestling. he talked to jill a lot about the break up situation, as he is the brother of the one who broke it off. aparently it has resonated that the woman, crystal i believe her name is wants a "real" family setting in her future. my immediate reaction to that is she wants to have children. and not only does she wants CHILDREN but she must want to GIVE BIRTH to a child. cos unless adopting is impossible that seems like what she wants. unless governments are not quick to give adopted children to lesbians. i have no idea, but i just think she wants a man to impregnate her. yuck. so any way everyone seems to be running to FSA about what jessica does do right and wrong. everyone is putting in their two cents. its gross to watch but its better than some corporate shit i tell you that.