dad is still mad at me. he's been short and on that ignore for a while now. maybe its his new woman or maybe it still is me and the whole pns issue, but i don't hold grudges even this long. yesterday he asked where some picture frame came from, i thought he was talking to nicole but when i asked what he said he puts it down and says "nevermind" then later yesterday he comes downstairs asking if we've seen the remote for his television in his room. i thought i'd ask him if he looked good in his room cos he has the kids up there watching shit once in a while. "you think i'd be down here if i didn't" nicole even reacted to that comment. i want to move out, and leave this place i once considered a home. lenin and i could have lived above the bank of flowers @ the four corners. he has children i'll never talk to him again.