odd night at work. brian and i spoke to each other maybe only a few times. what am i supposed to do? we can't be the same good old team from back in the day. he's leaving. i'm happy for him that he will have a better job, but he cannot expect me to be the good ol' meshie he knows and loves. that is part of being part of the crew. if he's stepping out i have to put him back into that social genre of 'colleague' there is nothing i can do that's just how my system works. he don't like it, and i don't give a fuck.