seven minutes to 07:00 and i haven't showered. i wasn't feeling it last night really. i did everything way later than i normally would and i left just before the boss got there. i just wasn't social today. i came home and cleaned the cats water dish and her whole area downstairs, brushed her a bit and realised just how precious life really is. i never got a chance to really form a realtionship with dozer like i did with martini & arsenic. i just really don't feel good about the whole situation and i kinda of want to just curl up into a ball with a bunch of animals and hide from the rest of the world.