did you get told by someone of authority it wasn't going to happen your not telling me or are you just worried in general? i've opened up all channels now, there isn't anything i don't think you DON'T know about me. the school loans bothered me forever and i love that you know even if its worth than a flesh eating disease. i felt like a liar before you knew, even tho it wasn't spoke on. my old 2nd shift supervisor once said _when something is going on, silence is a lie_ i know you don't lie to me, but if you need to talk, lets do it!