so that's what they mean when they say 'most shocking episode yet'. nobody i talked to saw that coming. who saw that nomination of josh coming either!? not many i imagine. rock is pulling out all the stops early on in the game. aaron must feel like jesus saved him. i admire rocks decision tho. he's letting everyone else know **early** that yes this may be a red vs. blue competition for _now_ but _in the end_ it will be one on one. looking forward to next week, with ambulances at all! i really don't hope its aaron. as much as someone may do badly, its gotta be realised that everyone on that show is on there for a reason. they weren't scraping the bottom of the barrel to find people willing to compete. in fact quite the opposite. so despite aaron's setbacks, he's got talent; and ramsay apparently knows that and keeps telling him that he does. best of luck to everyone involved. worked with some random second shifter last night (jerry). he's quite young, or at least it seems so. i think he mentioned graduation of high school, so that would indeed make him quite young. he told me some scary shit about how he's involved with this "fight club" that these rich white kids are all in. they all meet up at random locations and beat the shit out of each other. i wonder if they are all inspired by the movie, cause that's what he called it, "a fight club". they use boxing gloves. its funny, he did seem a little different looking when we started working together. i'm not sure if its cos its the first time we worked this closely together, or his face is a little beaten in; and therefore he looks a little different. i can't imagine there being much of a positive outcome resulting from some "fight club"; but _boys will be boys!_ jill got asked out on a date. rich keeps asking when i'm _"going to come out and see the place, hang out, and play some 360?"_ that is somewhere on my priority list, right around the same location as alphabetizing my sock drawer by manufacturer. i don't know how many fucking god damn times i have to tell people that i'm not that social. you might enjoy my company while we collaborate at work, but that really does not mean that i would be any fun outside of work. its absolutely nothing against him or anything, i'm just simply stating that the changes of me just going to "hang out" with someone are slim to none. i do have off this evening. not sure what i'm going to get into. i passed out slightly after work and finally awoke at 09:00, confused wondering where i was. apparently raw was off the chain last night too, the draft took place. lots of roster shakeups! its off to get some things read and reviewed, see what's all going on in this world. i'm not even through my brief news summary!