i'm in such a dead spot with the wedding planning. so much that i just wish i was married and this was all over. i just wanna enjoy the day. but i'm afraid that i will just make it, my tail barely avoiding getting slammed in the door, with a full head of gray hair. possibly loose a bunch of hair in the process. i'm _so fucking stressed out_. we got our invites for my cousins wedding -- just triggered all these anxieties.