the big news? **we got our marriage license** now its only a matter of time! it indeed was the first time i took an oath without lying!!! i cook, and i cook **a lot**. oregano, chives, garlic, thyme, rosemary and peppercorn are my best friends. but tomorrow we are having two guests for dinner, so i'm all anxious and nervous as hell about cooking for all of them. its my father & sister so i guess i could make crap and they would still say they like it, but i don't let crap hit the plate. but i'm nervous as hell. **AS HELL!** in other news, i have odd temptations to acquire a handgun. so much i googled what i would need to all do to get one. odd