my wife watched the hours last night. she offered me to partake and at first i was blah about it cos i'm a pukeface like that. i got sucked in tho due to it being about writers and such.  i like twisted people, complex. but the movie inspires me to write more.  as does ubuntu if that's imaginable. i've got a full blown headcold. yummy. almost like a kick in the nose. i hope i don't get krystal sick.  she works so hard.  maybe its too early to tell also but for the last several hours now i've had my hacked apart finger exposed to polluted, natural air.  its fine and all on that no pain, but the few times i've gone and hit the keyboard with it (i've gotten pretty used to not using it tho) i don't feel the keys.  how deep you gotta cut your finger to loose feeling?  i guess its too early to slam down the book on it, making conclusions. i just feel like overall shyte and that is all.  poor rabbits in our yard.  poor birds.  :(