I'm giving up on NaNoWriMo.  Not only am I giving up this year, but I'm not going to entertain the idea of trying to do it in the years moving forward.  I no longer have the power to keep the inner-editor from keeping me from typing the things that are in my head.  I no longer have an interest in sharing stories.  I don't care about whether or not I can write fifty-thousand words in a time-frame of thirty days.  I am done trying to make this fucking work.  It was a cool thing to do when I was younger.  I don't fucking give a shit about writing like I used to.  I don't care about being creative any longer.  I hope all those people I have circled on Google+ who are participating rock that shit hard.  I'm done with that shit.  Consider this me officially tapping out.