Really difficult dealing with everything going on at home right now.  Krystal is really on some _fuck you shit_ and I really just have to sit back and take it.  Truth be told, I don't know what I really want to even happen at this time.  We've gotten so distant from each other these last few months that there may be no turning back from that. It's just really sad, the smallest things in the world make me frown.  I stopped to get toilet paper and some spring mix at Walmart and saw PEEPS out for Easter already and am reminded that Krystal always gave me an Easter basket.. and while that might seem like something small and irrelevant then maybe that's that's just how I roll. The distance between us is so great at this time.  I do not like it at all.