I've long yearned to organize and create albums in my Google Photos site, the automatically generated "Stories" are fun, but I want to organize my stuff in a much more streamlined manner.  The search of the photos is so powerful now that it's almost silly not to try and organize it a little bit. Painful to see just thumbnails of the person that I used to be.  I really miss Stalin and Jackson sometimes, and the "life I used to have".  I miss the good times with Krystal.  It's not like I want to be with her anymore, I just wish I wouldn't have caused so much hurt and despair on her, nobody deserves that - and I feel bad she had to put up with it for so many years.. Just like Mom says: Gotta start carving out a new path and staying on that shit.