I realized yesterday how quickly I am to become jealous when it comes to Cara.  When I heard Brian flirting with her yesterday I wanted to drive my fist thru the wall, or his face, but decided to do neigther.  Just imagine what they are saying about her out on the floor.  Just think of what the other guys in the kitchen say about her when I'm not around. I am seriously the only guy in the kitchen who doesn't talk about fucking most of the wait staff. It's outright wrong of me to prefer that she works when I'm there. It denotes how insecure I must be about things. It's easy to become insecure tho just think the average guy is already a better person than I. They would be able to at least drive places and help out that way. Able to drive themselves to work.