Play the typing game, the typing game where you type whatever you can in the amount of time allowed.  Jessica is on the way here. which is a little confusing right? she is taking me to work, but that is it.  for the first time my life i'm not at fault for shit being fucked up.  does not feel good.  that law of attraction sure does work indeed. i attracted someone who was "almost perfect" but also lying about the important stuff. tried essential oils for the first time topically.  like it.  that spot behind the ear tho! interesting stuff.  had a decent night it was like a super-lite version of a CHP Friday night with the core in attendance and also Dave. DAVID!  Getting pretty good with him. Work closing tonight.  One week from today I'll be getting off in a couple hours and prepping for my first day in the Meat Department. Who wants to bet my first weeks schedule will be FUCKED!? Anyhow I should probably go outside and wait for Jessica.  I think I hear her coming, no wait that is the music!  Shit is so fucked up with her tho it's mind-blowing.  I wonder if this is how Krystal felt about  me the entire time.  It's really lame shit man, I was really sort of getting a little to used to what was going on.  My sudden sourness was exactly deserved, I felt something coming and it sure the fuck did last weekend when her insertTITLEhere showed up not necessarily on a violent note, but a HURTFUL one.  I was smashed.  It was terrible.  I was the cause (again) for bad vibes.  I've been here before.  This is fucked.  Have to keep my distance, this is tough.