Come to think of it, it really sort of makes me look bad.  All that time Larry was gone I wasn't able to get anything done properly but at the same time I was NOT getting the sort of help that I was getting from other people today and I even had to clean up the cutting room. Larry already mentioned something about the apprenticeship program and that makes me fucking over-the-moon excited about things.  Kenzie was wearing the "Good Feels Good" pin today.  I know this girl is like super fucking young but I do enjoy the energies we are exchanging with one another.  She must get on quite well telling the other girls up front that she's got someone she admires in the meat department. Tomorrow and Wednesday 1230-2100. Also praise be YouTube University for helping me figure out how to [curl down a bandsaw blade](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KYKOd2Gk5E).  Not to mention How to load a Monarch 1110 Price Gun \[[1](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nLkOEisfU-w)\] \[[2](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3TNWmva05Q&t=1s)\]. But things are looking up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2YJxbnDrFs