I broke up with Kristin last night.  All those long hard lonely nights I've endured in the past are my reality.  I'm just not happy when I'm with someone.  The song Threats of Romance by Marilyn Manson is the best attempt at articulation.  I really felt bad sending her those messages, and this is something I need to remember moving forward.  She was _really into you_ and if you ever sit around feeling sorry for yourself in the future about how your "life is not any good" you should recall this very relationship you let die. She was very into you, she was all you ever asked for.  All those things you dreamed up about an ideal women, she was it.  You let it go.  Even when she called you out on all your bullshit, you still just could't find it within yourself to give it a chance. https://open.spotify.com/track/1GErN8jdWT0mLD3I0XH6xv?si=Afggct1CSZauIoPJ8B3vqA