Snow fell to the ground last night and without much of a plan on where to spend my time around walking downtown Milwaukee in this amount of cold. I suppose this is just another layer of my self-sabotage as I've always been the one telling people how concerts are a once in a lifetime opportunity. Too many things about getting these tickets tho are related to Stacie and that whole thing. Right up there with Red Dead Redemption Online as well, the way part of the Collector role is finding sets of **TAROT CARDS**. So it's one more day of work and then Vacation 2 starts. I said that just the other night about being alone for that much time and now with the tickets finally being sold I really do face a lot of time alone. Lots and lots and lots of Max Richter lately. Specifically I've been attached to this "[On the Nature of Daylight](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b_YHE4Sx-08)" song because the video for it out of this world. One more day of work. Smoke and other hobbies have all still remained as powerful as ever. Super-duper numb or trying my best to remain that way. Did Stacie even ever exist?