Forty-five degrees outside today, which is phenomenal for this time of the year. Easily better than the weekend Red and Haley came up here. I started playing a bit of Red Dead Redemption 2 on Xbox last night. _"That's what you call the ding-dang-do!"_ It makes me really want to complete the game and earn that Best in the West achievement. I went through the "A Quiet Time" mission in Valentine, that mission where you get totally trashed and try and find **Lenny**. Max Richter and folding laundry this morning. Sir David is coming over earlier than his normal time this Sunday, Grandma said he's going to go down by his friend Greg's house and help him "move some stuff". Stacie asked if it is alright with me if she shops at Sussex today. She doesn't seem to be too hip to the new version of us, and I'm not sure that I am too much either but I don't know what else to really expect for myself and I'm not sure why she can't see how difficult it is for both of us. We find ourselves in a situation where no answers are right. I find myself in one of those situations where I feel like my mind is racing too fast of a speed that I cannot articulate my thoughts properly into words. I was thinking about earlier this morning when I was folding my laundry how I do things all the time while I'm doing something "else" because it is as if I'm constantly trying to find something better even when it is of the mundane. Finish typing a sentence, "QUICK! Find a new window to distract yourself with!" When playing Red Dead Redemption Online be sure to have one or two windows open on your computer related to the game and definitely Discord so you can have your undivided-attention constantly tested. When I was folding laundry before I even stopped the entire process because I thought right then and there would be the best time to put away the Anker that has sat out, fully-charged for a full-day now. Loaded Red Dead Redemption Online on the PlayStation last night, loaded in, turned off my PlayStation and turned on my Xbox, fired up Red Dead Redemption on there, but then canceled out and loaded up Minecraft. I spent a decent amount of time picking a new seed and loaded into a new world. Alas! Played for a couple of minutes and then tapped the Xbox button and loaded OuterWorlds and I think I waited all the time until the game was fully loaded to the main menu before doing that again and loading up Red Dead Redemption 2 once again before finally settling into the story. Then take it even that far, how I have created these somewhat impossible obstacles for getting Best in the West completed. It seems like I have a thing about not getting things done, despite having some of the most sophisticated systems set up to ensure that failure could absolutely never happen. Hitch that to a tree with my potent inability to commit to people, or what now also seems to be like things as well, I'm not sure what remains upon your return. Like it boils down to very silly fundamental things like I'm not sure how I'm even going to be able to "leave stuff out" that I'm working on when I do start to get my hands dirty in the basement. It's a workday today. Dylan Jon and Andy opened and Zach is in this evening. More of the same. Thanksgiving is almost upon us. Inventory has been changed to the 3rd of December, and moving forward it will be on Monday nights going into Tuesdays.