Saturday, November 30, 2019, 11:51. Cold and wet outside today with a mild breeze. Nothing too great to report, I guess that is to say that I'm almost a little bit discouraged by my work in the basement. I'm just scratching lines into wood hoping to change the world and being overrun with emotions I guess at the amazing work that Nicole is doing and I just dont feel like I'm doing anything worth anybodys times. Spending money on this and that, and lets not forget two months ago I wasn't even thinking about any of this and I was focused entirely on Tarot. Perhaps all it is that I'm focused too much on trying to tackle too many things at once. Woodburning, Dremel work and hand chiseling stuff can't all just suddenly **happen** and I need to remind myself of that. Nicole's been jamming on the stained glass stuff since high-school, keep that in mind. It's off to work now. The Brotherhood survived Thanksgiving and now the Great March toward Capitalistmas begins.