# Today's the big day ```yaml title: Today's the Big Day published_date: 2014-04-29 00:00 tags: health ``` Today's the big day. In thirty five minutes I'll be at the dentist starting what will undoubtedly be the hardest medical procedure I've ever had in my life. My conscious has been pretty hectic starting at about eight o'clock last night but the wife suggested that I take some of the drugs they provided me with. So I took one and my rushing thoughts concluded but I could just as quickly feel when wither away so I feel asleep instead of having to try and deal with the stress again. When I woke up this morning I was right there again. Took a small snap of pot and skipped my supplements due to how they wrangle up my stomach from time to time. Then I took two more of these pills they gave me me. I just want to be in the best patient state for going in there. I don't have proper words to help describe how grateful I am for the wife finding me these great people but at the same time I'm grateful as well having such an incredible person and assistant that doesn't reticule me. This will be my greatest mental test I've ever been involved with. I just hope the pain and agony of it all is less than the pain I feel almost regularly. --- <div class="benjamin"> <p>✉️ <em><a href="mailto:[email protected]?subject={{ post_title }}">Reply by Email</a></em></p> </div>