# Struggling to Keep Balance ```yaml title: Struggling to Keep Balance published_date: 2019-09-28 00:00 ``` I don't know how to describe the stuff that is going on with Stacie right now. Things are good one day and not so much the next. It's the weekend again so I can't spend too much time trying to think about it. She stopped over for a couple of moments tonight and despite being somewhat not cool about the whole situation, it was nice to see here. I gave her some Salsa from Nicole, that bigger Alexa speaker, a Universal Rider-Waite deck, a pocket sized deck in the same tradition and the purple altar cloth and bag. I didn't wrap it up anything fancy or give her a note like she had done for me. I wonder if she thinks less of me because of that. I'm just of it I guess. :\\ I've been studying and writing things down. Working on tarot so hard. --- <div class="benjamin"> <p>✉️ <em><a href="mailto:[email protected]?subject={{ post_title }}">Reply by Email</a></em></p> </div>